I need this like I need a hole in my head

But I want this so bad.  But its so freaking expensive.  But I want it so bad. UGH!  Why have I not won the lottery?

If I did get this, it would be the only thing I could get for a couple week. Cause this palette is $125.  Yes, $125.  I need to either become a big blogger and YouTuber making a nice chunk of change from my blogs and videos, or win the lottery lol.  Just keep going and maybe someday I will get a check from YouTube or my blog.  Like in 3 years lol.  Oh, maybe 2 and a half lol.

My low sugar challenge is not going well.  I need to crack down on myself and just say NO.  I'll do better tomorrow.  I need to. My waist line says I need to.

Next week, I'm going to go back to heavy weight lifting.  I'm missing it way so much, and well, I'm a firm believer in doing the physical activity you enjoy, and lifting heavy things up and down makes me happy.  And it can boost my metabolism and help me burn off some body fat, so its all good, right?

I have only one more day off before I work the weekend. UGH!  I'm already dreading it.  That's kind of say.  Dreading work when its still like 2 nights away.   Oh well, this to shall pass. I'm sure it will be good after I get there.  Just the thought of what it could be. Which could be crap.

I guess that's all for today.  Not to much else to say, other than enjoy your days off when you get them people!