Taking a week off from eating right

I decided today to just take a few days off from eating healthy and tracking my food.   I just need a break.  I've been a little stressed out at work, nothing bad, but a little.  And to be honest, I don't need to worry about any more right now than I already am.   And I've been cheating more than I need to.  So you know what, I'm going to give myself a few day of letting myself eat what I want, then get back into eating right later this week.   Maybe I just need to have a reset.  Maybe eating 2500 calories a day will reset me and then when I go back down to 1800 calories a day I can get back to losing weight.

I've also decided to take a break from heavy lifting for this week.  I'll get back to heavy weights on April 1, and this is no joke lol.  Its a deload week.   I'll do some video workouts, maybe dig out my old Firm workouts this week.  Again, shock my body for a week, then get back to lifting heavy again.

I got put on call today thank God!  It would have been overtime for me, but that's ok. I don't mind missing out on overtime.  Amazing how if I trade or pick up some hours for a co-worker and get a couple hours of overtime its a HUGE ASS SIN!  But if management schedules me for overtime cause either she does a crappy ass job of making the schedule, or they need to hire more nurses, its just fine!  I'm scheduled for more overtime next week, but I might get call tomorrow as well which would get rid of that, so here's hoping I get call tomorrow.  Esp since this is NOT my weekend to work, but when does that matter anymore.  Doesn't seem to.  I've got co-workers who are literally working parts of every weekend.  That's not right at all.  Either figure that shit out, hire more nurses or get out of your office and work a shift here and there before all your nurses get burnt out and think about leaving.

I've ordered and bought a lot of new makeup. I hope to review some of it here really soon.  I've not filmed in over 2 weeks, and need to get back to it. I hope maybe tomorrow I can shoot a quick video.   Between being busy and having kids home on Spring break, I've just not been at the camera.   I miss it, so maybe I'll get my stuff set up, and I'll get back to filming this week.

Its been dreary this weekend so far.  We need the rain we've been getting, so that's a good thing, but I kind of want to get to walking outside a couple days a week.  I need to get fresh air, and some sunshine.  

So that's what's been going on with me.  I'll post more later.