To buy or not to buy ACK!!!

So, I've been trying to hold off on getting new makeup.   Its not going so well lol.  Both Colourpop and Violet Voss have released new eye shadows that I want.   The Colourpop ones are very bright and springy colors.  They are so pretty!  Yellows, pinks, omg they are so pretty!   The Violet Voss ones are browns and mattes.   I love the formulation of Violet Voss palettes.  I might as well just face it, I'll get them both. I've decided not to get ALL the Colourpop shadows.  I have a few that are very close to what I've got.  So I'm only going to get a few of them.   I will get the VV palette.   I love their formulations.   They are some of my most reached for palettes.

I have been slowly saving up money.  I think my next purchase will be an Assault bike.   Looks like something I could use.   I need to get my cardio capacity back up where it use to be.  I use to be in fairly decent cardio shape.  Not anymore.  I've really let it go downhill really bad.   So along with lifting weights, I'm going to do some cardio.  I need to.  Not for weight loss, but for my heart health.

Not doing to much right now.  Enjoying the sunshine today.  We've had like 5 inches of rain in the last 2 weeks, and no sunshine.  It was really kind of dreary.  But the sun is out today.   And of course, its going to be really nice and warm over the weekend, when I have to work.

I enjoy my job as a nurse, but man, there are times it would be nice to not have to work.  Or to be able to really cut down work, 1-2 days a week.  That's what I'd like to work. 1-2 days a week.   Enough to have the enjoyment of work, enjoy taking care of people, while not having it turn into a drudgery that it sometimes turns into.  Esp that third night in a row.  It turns into a chore.   I get a little over tired, I get a little grumpy, and to be honest, I start not caring as much as I should.  Esp the people who obviously don't care about themselves.   If you drink yourself into a stupor so bad you need to be in the ICU to recover, you don't care about yourself.   Or if you don't follow medical advice, eat foods that go against your medical condition, you don't care about yourself.    It does make it a little hard for me to care about your health.  Oh, I'll do everything in my power to do the best job I can to take care of you.  But let me tell you, its hard.

That's about it for me today.  Kind of a ramble, wasn't it lol.