Then I'll be done with the worst of it. The extra shifts, the classes, etc. God I hope its over. I just want to have the days off I'm suppose to.
I started taking St Johns Wort again. I have found myself feeling really blah, and just irritable. Finally dawned on me that I hadn't started taking it. I usually take it starting mid Oct through Feb, sometime early March. I get a little blah and down in the winter with the lack of sunshine. So I"m back on it again. To bad it takes a couple weeks to really feel the results. To bad I didn't start it a couple weeks ago. I'd be feeling better by now.
Going back to Methodist to job shadow in the CCU there. On my day off of course, cause they " just couldn't get me off the floor" to get me up there. So on my day off I have to drive 90 miles, shadow for 12-13 hours, then drive 90 miles back home. Great. I mean I really enjoyed it the first day I went, but it does screw up my days off. I could have gotten my daughters wedding dress picked up today rather than going to Methodist.
Speaking of the wedding dress, my sleep will be all fucked up. So I won't get to bed until after 10am tomorrow. I can't sleep long cause I need to try to get to bed kind of early Fri night cause I have to get up early for me on Sat. Yes, 8am is early when you work night shift. Try waking up at 3am people and see if you thing its early. Go get the dress, hope to God it doesn't take to long, cause I'd like a nap before I work all night on Sat. I'm not really wanting to be up all fucking night without a nap. Esp when I'm going to be working. So please please please let me get a nap in on Sat.
I'm really not looking forward to working this weekend. My daughter and her boyfriend are coming down for her birthday, and I might get to see them for an hour or two. Great. I hate work sometimes. I mean I love taking care of people, for the most part, but being a nurse means working holidays, weekends, all night long, during school thing. Going to meetings on days off. And nothing NOTHING is ever set for a good time for night shift workers. EVER! I guess we just don't need sleep.
Well, its almost time to get ready for work. Gonna film a "How I do my makeup" video today. Hope to get it up tomorrow.
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