Changing the way I eat, man, its hard

So, after a couple weeks of pretty much just counting calories, I've found what isn't working for me.  I've been eating pretty high carb.  I mean high carb.   And its not working for me at all.  I'm up a little bit in weight, and while I know most of that is water retention,  I also know that this way of eating is not working for me.  So, now I need to change.  But man, I'm gonna miss eating some of the high carb stuff I've been eating.    I've been enjoying my Cheerios and such, but well, if I want to have a smaller tummy, they need to be a cheat every once in a while, not a daily thing.

Been lifting heavy again.  Man, it makes me happy!  I  love being strong.  I love lifting up my barbell up and seeing if I can lift up a heavier weight than I could a couple weeks ago.  A couple weeks ago, I managed to deadlift 235lbs, and next week I'm going to try for 240lbs.   I'd also like to get my squat back to at least 200lbs or more!


I got a couple things in the mail this week.  Here's one:

Yep, I got the Urban Decay Naked Heat palette.  I love the colors, and I have always liked Urban Decay's naked eye shadows.

I'm sitting here watching a couple of my You Tube channels. I like the smaller channels better than the big people.  They are more "real" for the most part.   And being a smaller channel myself, I like supporting smaller channels.  Maybe someday I'll get up to 100 subscribers lol.  I hope.  I'd love to get up to 1000 eventually, and get 100 views on a regular basis.  Goals I guess.

Speaking of which, I need to film a video tomorrow.  Time to review either a new palette I've got or some new foundation.  Decisions,  decisions lol.